its the 13th of february. yesterday pepo and i celebrated our 3rd anniversary. we ate at bubba gumps cause we were both craving for shrimps (bubba gump is a forrest gump inspired dining place! great food by the way! =) ) then we watched "a very long engagement" a very good movie by the way (audrey tatou the leading lady happens to be my favorite french actress, she was also amelie in "Amelie" still a french movie that won lots of awards) nehehehehe ok i seem to be talking more about the INSIGNIFICANT details..

nyway..after that we took a strol in greenbelt park and kept talking and talking.. about "what if's" 

"what if 01": what if we didnt end up with each other

pepo: "i'd probably find another girl whose prettier and better. i wouldnt fall for the smart, great personality and cute anymore. but that would probably be after 2 years of hiatus from the date we broke up. i'd rather enjoy those 2 years of being single first."

me: "me? i'd probably move on. maybe have another relationship after awhile but i dont think i'd be THIS serious again with another guy soon. i'd be serious in the sense that i wont flirt with other guys in other words cheat but i probably wont commit myself to what he wants me to be. i mean at least you can tell whats on your mind and im willing to adjust. just like you i'd rather explore singlehood first and make the most out of it."

"what if 02:" what if we broke up and saw each other 5-7 years from now and we're still single both adults."

pepo: "hmmmm..i'd rather not tell =)..."

me: "sira! siguro..kakausapin naman kita. have a cup of coffee.."

pepo:"tapos? =) tapos magkape? matanda tayo nun wala nang balakid.. =)"

me:"i'd give you my number. YUN LANG."

"what if 03:" what if you ended up with one of my friends and i ended up with one of your barkada.?"

pepo:"what barkada?" =)

joy:"i wish i could be as honest as you are to what you feel, ako siguro i'd pretend na ok lang. pero definitely iiwas ako. alam mo na yun."

pepo:"ako hindi ko kaya. walang barkada  kapag tinalo ka sakin. di na nila ako makikita. syempre masakit diba."

----end of what ifs----

we actually had more what ifs conversation but i dont wanna make this entry a novel. kaya skip..skip...skip

then we had a confession session

me: "when did you first found out you like me or you had a crush on me?"

pepo:"hmm october nung fourth yr tayo. but i didnt tell jesse and the others"

pepo"be honest ha. were you staring at me at times?"

me:"oo kasi dugyot ka. nyahahaha.. seriously no i wasnt. tumitingin ako sa likod dati kasi and ingay nyo and there were times na pinag uusapan niyo either anime or computer games, alam mo naman mahilig ako dun duba. yun lang"

pepo:"deny.."

me:"was there ever a time you took a peek on my uniform blouse when i was sharing you my book? susuntukin kita pag nagsinungaling ka."

pepo:"hindi kaya!..kasi masyadong malayo yung agwat ng buttons ng uniform mo kaya bumubukas. nakikita ko but i didnt stare...nyehehehehe"

-----SAPAK-----

me:"but did you like me for my looks or my features or dahil talagang nagustuhan mo ko?"

pepo:"syempre nung una nagandahan ako sayo..tapos remember nilapitan kita tapos kinausap kita? you were the first girl i ever started a conversation with partida kakakilala ko pa lang sayo. then napansin ko smart and straight talker ka. tas my male appeal ka sakin...

-----SAPAK-----

me:"ako? ewan ko. you were embarrasssing to be with sometimes pero masaya ako sayo. =)"

-------------end of confession session-------

we had a lot to talk about that night. till 11.30 pm nasa greennbelt lang kami. t'was really nice..=) but was definitely an expensive date.

right now its 2:30 pm 13th of february. im in makati in my bro's apartment. pepo left an hour ago and we had a fight. ang saya. hay...anyway have do my laundry.

joyiechan!!!!!!!!!