stupid me

i feel so stupid right now! why didnt i answer that stupid stupid simple question! i could have answered that one easily!!! but i kept stuttering and my brain keep saying i couldnt do it so i wasnt able to answer that stupid stupid simple question and im about to explode right now cuz now everyone thinks im stupid and not the straight A student that everyone thinks i am!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!! fuck! fuck talaga!!! im not stupid! im not stupid! im not stupid!!!!  I AM NOT DUMB!!!!!!!!!

...IM LOOOOOOSING IT....

i dont care if people think im weird, i dont care if people think im ugly or scary ...but i DO care when people think im dumb! cuz im NOT! most certainly NOT!

i feel like crying right now... i cant talk to anyone.. when it comes down to my intellectual capacity..big deal talaga... i could care less about what other people think when it comes down to other things... AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!

im off....